The “Jolly” Season

Well, I got through Christmas. I got through New Year’s. There were tears and fits of anger but still I got through it. There were times of being happy, content and enjoying life. But the real question is “Why do we miss people more around Christmas and New Year’s?” Before the Christmas period I was…

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Vulnerability and others.

This is not a fun post (I'm going to need a drink after this) This is the how I fucked up without meaning to.  People always tell me I’m handling this so well and how did I manage to get through this so well but let me assure you I did not come this far…

The memorial

I just stopped going to my therapist because I thought I was doing really well. But now shit has hit the fan and I’m not sure what to do. Let me tell you a long winded story of my partner’s memorial. When Riley died, his Sister Sarah wanted to do something special. So she organised…

When I fell in love.

I need a pick-me-up and something easy to get back into the swing of things. I’m very unwell and so is Matt so day to day tasks have been a challenge. (Hence not writing for quite some time) It’s been a hell of a week. We are babysitting a kitten for 2 months and Berlioz…

It’s been one hell of a week

From being told that we could keep the memorial to being told we can't and it's possibly going to his evil mothers house, it's been a rough one. (I rang up this poor blokey contractor and cried on the phone to him for like 10 mins. He was very lovely about it and has assured…