Loneliness and feeling alone doesn’t go away.

I did not die in the 3 months following Riley’s death. Some days it would feel like I would, the heartache was physical enough that I thought I was having a heart attack.


It’s been one hell of a week

From being told that we could keep the memorial to being told we can't and it's possibly going to his evil mothers house, it's been a rough one. (I rang up this poor blokey contractor and cried on the phone to him for like 10 mins. He was very lovely about it and has assured…